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I honestly feel like my life could not be more perfect than it is right now…

jessversus: I would seriously consider giving up a limb for this to be my house. i..want..this.

jessversus:

I would seriously consider giving up a limb for this to be my house.

i..want..this.

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Dream Journal Entry June 10, 2005

I went to some college and went into my dorm. My roommate was about 17 years old, and she was laying on the bed when I got there. I set up, and us and a bunch of Dina’s friends who I saw at the recital decided to go shopping. We did, and we were looking around but one girl decided she didn’t want to, so she went outside. We looked around more, and I went back to the dorm and got my shower stuff. I took it out of the plastic bag and sorted them into a new purple bag. 

I went back into the store and there was a little pool in the corner. Sam was in there, so I went in and everyone else was in there too. We went in a corner and built a moat for Sam and his castle. I went back to my dorm, and my roommate told me who she really is. [[Thinking back I’m pretty sure she told me she was gay]]

So then I went to Daddy’s house (like in Gilmore Girls) and stayed there. Emily Gilmore was there and they were fighting about bread. Emily said they should use white bread for the party that night, because the men would eat them without the fruit and syrup because white bread is already good. Daddy said that even though they don’t taste good, wheat and rye bread are healthier than white, and it will make you want to eat fruit with it. I said why don’t you just get both kinds? Emily gave me a weird look and said why would we do that? Then the guests would have to figure out which kind they want…

I was an odd child

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Epiphany in a Field

I had this epiphany earlier when I was running through the field behind my house…

Most of the world’s problems would be so much better, if not even fixed, if we had learned earlier on to live together with nature, instead of trying to go against it. So many problems could be solved so simply by just going with the flow of nature. Think about it. 

  1. Even the smallest issue such as shin splints would be far less problematic if instead of paved roads, people ran on grass
  2. By using the fruits that nature gives us, and using them for all they are worth with as little processing as possible, we could save so much on the cost of obtaining resources. Ex. fruits, vegetables, meat, fish, stems, leaves, wood, bones, skin, fur..
  3. Utilizing as much of the raw natural resource as possible would aid in maintaining a stable balance of the ecosystem. If we get as much usage of say, a single plant, and convert it into as much as we can, that could save on having to unnecessarily waste another plant to be used for something else.
  4. In following this whole-use idea, there would be very little waste or byproduct. Landfills would be significantly reduced and there would be a decreased need for treatment plants or hazardous material disposal. 
  5. Because of this, there would be more room for natural resources and human habitats
  6. This could help ease the prominent overcrowding problem in many areas of the world. 
  7. Also, if all natural resources, specifically naturally occurring fruits, vegetables, and meats, were plentiful and available to all, it could ease the pressure on family life and ease the stress to keep food on the table. 
  8. This occurrence could ideally help to reduce the rate of some crimes, making everyone’s lives easier

Pretty much if we had just learned better to live in tune with nature, the world could be a much easier and better place.

Just sayin

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Found in my Dream Journal

night of June 3, 2005

I was eating out with my volleyball team, and we saw these two cats. I got down to pet the bigger one, and it came over to me and let me pet him. They came back and i tried to pet them again, but he growled at me and scratched my arm. He left and came back again, and i tried to pet him but he bit my face four times and scratched me. Daddy and me thought that was very odd, and we thought he might be guarding something, so we went back in time and landed in some basement, and I saw Samantha and Mr. Buschner. I then saw some old witch take some things that looked like marshmallows and threw them at the wall and they turned into cats. Daddy found a marshmallow thing and gave it to me and told me maybe I could use it when we got home.

I went to find Samantha, and I found her in a filming studio, where there was this huge plastic mountain. I climbed on it and asked her if this was okay. She said the mountain was too green and pressed a button that made the mountain roll up, and it rolled me and some other workers in it. I squeezed out the end of it, and she said that we’re fired. So her manager called around and found two Hungarian girls in their 20’s who became like her assistants. One of them took her and led her to the changing room/bathroom, and I tried to stop her but the Hungarian hit me and said something I didn’t understand. So I left to go find Daddy, and when I found him we started looking for clues as to what that cat what guarding. We found a fake bouquet of small pink flowers.

We decided to go back, so we did and ended up in front of our house at St. Andrews. We told everybody that we went to the year 1973 and showed them what we found there. They said that there were some Indians around this territory who wanted to fight. We said okay, and got on the other side of the driveway, and the Indians got across the yard. They had swords, and I was wondering why we didn’t have any weapons. Mommy said it was because we were on the defensive and they were on the offensive. I realized that I left my bouquet of little pink flowers on the other side, and an old Indian woman picked them up and threw them over to me. I waved a wave of thanks to her and she smiled. Ms. Haehl came, and started asking me about the Indians while she took notes, like how their posture was, so I looked over and saw them standing very straight so I told her their posture was very good. Then I looked back over and they were dancing. It was time for battle, and we got ready and charged at each other. I was wishing I had a sword or something, but I made it across safely. The goal was to get to the opposite side without dying. 

I called the old woman over, and asked her if she would help me try to stop the war. She asked me if I was crazy and said she wouldn’t fall for that. I said I just don’t want any more lives to be lost, and she said that all I care about is myself. So again we charged at each other, and only four of us got to the other side. We turned into mice and there were small buildings around us. The indians decided to finish us off, so they nuked the “city” we were in. It killed everyone but me, and i pretended to be dead so the Indians would think they won and go away. They did, so I got up and found I was already human, and I went in my room at St. Andrews. 

I kept replaying the tape of the end of our battle, when the Indians nuke us, and I see that they didn’t lose any men. I kept thinking that is wasn’t fair that they had weapons and we didn’t. I decided to go across the street to Denis’s house, where the old woman was staying. I got the pink flowers and went to my window. I opened it so I could climb out, and I looked down and saw Hannah’s pool with a bunch of Hilary’s friends. Then I decided not to go out the window, because I didn’t feel like going on the roof again. 

**This is word for word of my writings. I’m pretty sure I wrote this when I was around 8th grade… interesting ironic concept of my youthful subconscious mind…

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By my.beautiful.disaster

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saveafricaschildren: Necessity: “an imperative requirement or need for something.” (Dictionary.com) When the word “necessity” comes to mind, the usually definitionis something we need, something necessary for life to prosper. Unfortunately, we do not need cell phones, cars, electronics, fancy restaurants, expensive wedding rings and over priced clothing to live. The young and upcoming generationsare delivered into a world were status, money and power circulate the globe. Naturally, children inherit these traits and mostly unknowingly bestow them to the future generations. Thousands of years ago, people lived harder lives, but livable ones. Though life has became “easier” through the advancements of technology, society neglects those who still have little or nothing. Consumed in a bubble of worries like school, relationships, work and friends, we easily forget that children are suffering. Not only does society purchase unnecessary items, but we still waste the leftovers. Remember that plastic water bottle you threw away after your workout? Well, your water bottle is one in 40 million that are thrown away each day, and to be honest, you know that you had some left over water in that bottle. Do you know how many children just died today in Africa due to thirst? 2,500. As 14 million children and adults worry about the risk of malnutrition from a drought, you continueto waste running water. No, I am not encouraginganyone to boycott water for life in switch to soda, (really? do not do that) but I am encouraging you to recycle or reuse the bottle. Yes, water is indeed a necessity for all humanity, which includes those dying of thirst and malnutrition. The luxurious gifts received during holidays and the expensive clothing worn are all great, if you have the money. Does it ever cross your mind that someone else is in need of dinner for the night? Or a pillow? Or a shirt? Society does not ponder these things as they check out of the register at the local mall. All many people think is how cute this new shirt is going to look on me. Next time try thinking how happy this shirt would look on a orphan living in poverty. Until society can change their mind on the world around them and what is really important in life is the time when children can be feed, lives can be saved and people can be happy. Personally, I cannot wait for that day.   Picture from: http://orphansmom.com/ wow… puts it in perspective View high resolution

saveafricaschildren:

Necessity: “an imperative requirement or need for something.” (Dictionary.com)

When the word “necessity” comes to mind, the usually definitionis something we need, something necessary for life to prosper. Unfortunately, we do not need cell phones, cars, electronics, fancy restaurants, expensive wedding rings and over priced clothing to live. The young and upcoming generationsare delivered into a world were status, money and power circulate the globe. Naturally, children inherit these traits and mostly unknowingly bestow them to the future generations. Thousands of years ago, people lived harder lives, but livable ones. Though life has became “easier” through the advancements of technology, society neglects those who still have little or nothing. Consumed in a bubble of worries like school, relationships, work and friends, we easily forget that children are suffering.

Not only does society purchase unnecessary items, but we still waste the leftovers. Remember that plastic water bottle you threw away after your workout? Well, your water bottle is one in 40 million that are thrown away each day, and to be honest, you know that you had some left over water in that bottle. Do you know how many children just died today in Africa due to thirst? 2,500. As 14 million children and adults worry about the risk of malnutrition from a drought, you continueto waste running water. No, I am not encouraginganyone to boycott water for life in switch to soda, (really? do not do that) but I am encouraging you to recycle or reuse the bottle. Yes, water is indeed a necessity for all humanity, which includes those dying of thirst and malnutrition.

The luxurious gifts received during holidays and the expensive clothing worn are all great, if you have the money. Does it ever cross your mind that someone else is in need of dinner for the night? Or a pillow? Or a shirt? Society does not ponder these things as they check out of the register at the local mall. All many people think is how cute this new shirt is going to look on me. Next time try thinking how happy this shirt would look on a orphan living in poverty. Until society can change their mind on the world around them and what is really important in life is the time when children can be feed, lives can be saved and people can be happy. Personally, I cannot wait for that day.

 

Picture from: http://orphansmom.com/

wow… puts it in perspective

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woodendreams: (by Steve Thompson images) Beautiful.

woodendreams:

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Beautiful.

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I want to:

  1. Graduate Fall 2012 after saving up $$ starting…now
  2. Go to Costa Rica 
  3. FInd a job there
  4. Live there for a few months
  5. Return back to the States after a good amount of time and work in the Police force                                        (assuming I get accepted)